XU XI:
hello :) i read your reply already . and thanks . but now i guess it is over , because yesterday when i go to class , everyone was teasing about me and mark . so when i approached a classmate of mine , he say that every one know that the love bite on mark's neck is me who give it to him . i was shocked and went to take a look , indeed , it was really a love bite . but the problem is , it is not me who give it to him . this is the third time i saw a love bite on his neck , every single time when our lesson on wednesday are cancelled , the next day he return to school with a love bite on his neck . and he claims that is mosquito bite . it is just a big lie he say . this time , i couldn't endure anymore and i tell him that we will just remain as friend and nothing happen before to us , even if it did , we will end it this time . he said that i do not trust him yet he trusted me so much . i know i hurt him so much this time , but he never know how much pain would it be for a girl to see a love bite on her 'boyfriend' neck .
yesterday , rick accompany me throughout the night . and i did try to stay as a friend status with him , but we were out to drink and i got drunk . i mistaken him as mark and we got itimated . but rick was really nice enough to control himself and therefore did not do anything to me . athari , do you think i am two timing ? one of my friend say that i am and it is bad to both of them . i don't miss mark as much as last time anymore unless i see him in school , my feelings will return . but as for rick , i realised that i have been waiting for him to contact me and looking forward to see him more and more each day . what should i do ? i want to stop this awkward feeling i have inside of me . and hope to solve this confusion . thanks and god bless you .


athari:your class thinking is just un-matured. maybe you should try asking mark what gone into him .if he is cheating on you. and if its a yes, definitely you have to end it with him.
you should thank rick for being there for you all these times.

FYI: you're not two timing! .you should just explain to your friend that rick is just a close friend of yours and mean while mark is just complicating status. .
you MAY WANT to tell rick that some how you have some feeling for him .but this is your choice. .maybe one day you will realise that you still have to let go. hope youre fine XuXi .just look on the bright side of life.

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